Wanted: Wisdom & Guidance

Hi all . . . I'm going to try and keep this short and sweet . . . going through a hard time with Gregory again. His SPD/Behavioral issues have escalated lately. There are many things that can be contributing to this . . . but even with out these contributors, he still had issues. His therapy wants him to see a physiologist. So does his school. It is amazes me that these people who are around kids all day long can't figure Gregory out either. He truly is my Mystery Boy. 

I'm at a point right now where I don't really have any words. I feel kind of numb. 

There are 2 things I am certain of right now . . . 

1. Even though I know I'm doing the best I can . . . my mommy heart aches at the fact that there is something Gregory needs right now and that I don't know what it is. My heart literally aches. 

2. I don't want Gregory falling into the trap of thinking he is a "bad" kid. This makes my mommy's heart ache too. 

I want to remember how far he HAS come. That this too shall pass. 

I will sign off just asking for prayer. Prayer for:

Wisdom . . . being the best parent for him. 

Wisdom . . . for all his teachers/therapists. 

Guidance . . . on just what to do and what steps to take. 

Healing . . . of his sweet body and mind. That he would be in better control of his body and mind. 

Protection . . . over my sweet boy. 

Thank you to all of you out there listening.